What comes up must come down, they say. Hectically trying to finish the job for this week before dozing off with flu medication again. I wish someone would take care of me.

The last few days have been the happiest days of 2012 so far. Me, weeping on a floor, or rather, me – the waterfall of joy tears. Drinking herbal tea. Filming insects and cherry blossoms. The 9th of May. Everything is sunshine and I feel complete.

Today I dreamed that I was back in school again. My dreams come with such meticulous details, that I often can not tell them apart from reality. 

Forever working from bed.

Cold, cold, cold.